Saturday, January 16, 2010

The Dialect of Fear

There are two ways of doing things, doing and undoing, and they are very similar.

Think of the two sides of your hand. One side, the palm, always doing things. And at the same time, the back side of our hand is undoing them.

The dialect of fear is the language we speak when we are doing things primarily with the back of our hands. This is the doing without doing. The dialect of fear is the language of depression, of anger and jealousy.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Patience

Patience, patience. Who is going to tell you about being patient when all you care about is recovering what you have lost?

That's why I like John McManamy's approach and definitely the top 10 things every person with bipolar should know is a must read.


http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/15/1002

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Check out the article on the front page of mundobipolar. Its in Spanish, but definitely a very beautiful piece of writing about the illness and the situation of sufferers of bipolar.

http://www.mundobipolar.org

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Infinite Egress

This Way to the Egress

Egress is synonomous with exit. P.T. Barnum made the word famous by posting a sign reading "This Way to the Egress" at a sideshow tent in his circus. The visitors who followed the sign, believing that perhaps an egress was an exotic bird, soon found themselves outside the tent again.

The phrase Infinite Egress explains the post-psychotic or manic-depressive episode period because, at once, we find ourselves on the other side of the traumatic experience, wondering how a series of rationale decisions has lead to a mental breakdown. We feel just as tricked by our intuition as the people who payed to see the egress at the circus. And the cycle can repeat itself, despite the conscious behavioral changes we make. One exit becomes many and the egress infinite.

After a psychotic episode at the age of 20, I found no one with whom to the share my experiences. I began to write about the egress but many years passed until I started to understand the process fully.

We will post submissions about the egress: the psychotic experience, the depression, the mania, the brilliance of the insights that are found, and the cure.